I've aleady said here and at kfm going back over 5 yrs now that I thought li hong zhi might have either taken a radical's jihad m.o. about it or not been in a position to forsee the impact of promoting himself as a person and an ego as opposed to buddha which is emptiness of that.
I had a good sit on falun gong and bounced shi suxi's parkinsons and life (..of celibacy and death of that) and shaolin and self and so forth off of that to arrive at "blooming lotus" as my forum name in the first place. I get it, but.. I'm no more falun gong than I am mormon.
We are very tightly spiritually bonded and interlinked to and through death about this whole entire evolution of me. The both of those men and what they represent and where it came from. the whole entire thing. I rode that death tunnel, you know. And it enlightened the bejeezus out of me to realise death like that, I assure you. that's how shi de yang and realising Himself comes into it for me, and why I say that about him. .and that's an experience I had long before I ever met anyone of his disciples face to face. but I did hustle to china verry very soon after...but my family kidnapped toto and stole her passport, so I went alone and just have to report to keep her updated now. I guess she wants to know about her blankey maybe. she lovves hearing about the quilt it's making..once we get the rest of the pieces together, and how I'm going with that.
The motivation for being buddhist, or abiding any portion or tier of dharma, can never be true unless it is that which is practiced by one's heart without promise of "reward", but out of nature and because it's what you really think and would die ( or not die as the case may be) to stand up for all alone where neccessary. my approval or caring, doesn't fall into that. dont care if I care. I do care. I care about everythig, but I can also live nd let be without expecting tht anyone will evver agree with me. your focus is screwed up from here about that. stop focussing on myyself and try focussing on listening more to yourrself. emptying of whether someone else cares or approves or not is a greeat great skill in overcomming fetter and obtaining right focus. that's where it's at. To paraphrase, even buddha says , just do what's in your heart truly. dont believe other ppl just because you perceive a status. he even says that of himself and his word and of sutras and doctrine and so forth. be true to yourself and dont worry if I care. I care about everything. either way, it doesn't make you any more or less special and worth that. I dont think anybody doesn't truly love each other no matter however they express it. everything they express imo, is just causationally relative to that anyway.
stop crushing on me, I said. that's not what it's about.
I should be able to be iiin the room with you and ideally you might not loose focus on your true mind and thereby be ruffled like at times of potential distraction you might be vulnerable to loosing your head. Deserve better and be cool with that. if you own your true mind, it doesn't mean d*ck that anyone else agrees or cares or not. it'll just work out to however it's meant to, whereever it goes. dont be attached to an outcome though.. unless yu need to be, but dont think I am. unless you need to.
you could also chill tf out already and take your spanking and stop f*cking crying about sh*t. just embrace your true heart and mind or dont and know that's what some of us will see anyway, and know what weee will be doing in that equation. patientially unattachedly whatever we are with a welcome mat for a leg up is what.
if you just follow your own heart truly, it'll go somewere and that will be the true of sum of you and your hearts expression in life.
Be okay with that.
..if you want to .
Blooming tianshi lotus.
I had a good sit on falun gong and bounced shi suxi's parkinsons and life (..of celibacy and death of that) and shaolin and self and so forth off of that to arrive at "blooming lotus" as my forum name in the first place. I get it, but.. I'm no more falun gong than I am mormon.
We are very tightly spiritually bonded and interlinked to and through death about this whole entire evolution of me. The both of those men and what they represent and where it came from. the whole entire thing. I rode that death tunnel, you know. And it enlightened the bejeezus out of me to realise death like that, I assure you. that's how shi de yang and realising Himself comes into it for me, and why I say that about him. .and that's an experience I had long before I ever met anyone of his disciples face to face. but I did hustle to china verry very soon after...but my family kidnapped toto and stole her passport, so I went alone and just have to report to keep her updated now. I guess she wants to know about her blankey maybe. she lovves hearing about the quilt it's making..once we get the rest of the pieces together, and how I'm going with that.
The motivation for being buddhist, or abiding any portion or tier of dharma, can never be true unless it is that which is practiced by one's heart without promise of "reward", but out of nature and because it's what you really think and would die ( or not die as the case may be) to stand up for all alone where neccessary. my approval or caring, doesn't fall into that. dont care if I care. I do care. I care about everythig, but I can also live nd let be without expecting tht anyone will evver agree with me. your focus is screwed up from here about that. stop focussing on myyself and try focussing on listening more to yourrself. emptying of whether someone else cares or approves or not is a greeat great skill in overcomming fetter and obtaining right focus. that's where it's at. To paraphrase, even buddha says , just do what's in your heart truly. dont believe other ppl just because you perceive a status. he even says that of himself and his word and of sutras and doctrine and so forth. be true to yourself and dont worry if I care. I care about everything. either way, it doesn't make you any more or less special and worth that. I dont think anybody doesn't truly love each other no matter however they express it. everything they express imo, is just causationally relative to that anyway.
stop crushing on me, I said. that's not what it's about.
I should be able to be iiin the room with you and ideally you might not loose focus on your true mind and thereby be ruffled like at times of potential distraction you might be vulnerable to loosing your head. Deserve better and be cool with that. if you own your true mind, it doesn't mean d*ck that anyone else agrees or cares or not. it'll just work out to however it's meant to, whereever it goes. dont be attached to an outcome though.. unless yu need to be, but dont think I am. unless you need to.
you could also chill tf out already and take your spanking and stop f*cking crying about sh*t. just embrace your true heart and mind or dont and know that's what some of us will see anyway, and know what weee will be doing in that equation. patientially unattachedly whatever we are with a welcome mat for a leg up is what.
if you just follow your own heart truly, it'll go somewere and that will be the true of sum of you and your hearts expression in life.
Be okay with that.
..if you want to .
Blooming tianshi lotus.
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