I haven't gotten any good hate mail in a long time, so, I find this one truly special.
Ah. Reminds me of the good old days. When people cared enough to send these things in...
Look.
I was just looking at some of your pictures of some of the monks you brought out and while I still think you're an ass for alot of different reasons, I concede. although having already trained out here in aus with a shaolin monk disciple of deyang's before I allegedly joined up here in what you say was 2004, because of being a member here, I have planned to do something similar in future and put money into a new temple aand new schools for a succession of monks somewhere ...but maybe withoUt the angry hard-done-by matyr act that came with your experience, like their independance at the financial expense to myself isn't something i might have already budgeted for and might not actually come as an outrageous of a surprise as some of the dinner checks we might also liked to've picked up throughout the course of things. @).
So, you also contributed to how my path has mapped itself out and your reactions and feedback, either way and whether it was reasonable or not, to this great new plan I've put together since.
I dont think we have to be on neccessarily friendly terms but that much, your apparent myopia aside, I can admit. my having been a single mother since I was 18 and having come from the personal background I have, being from such a large at times extremely poor family and having been troubled as a teen and consistently but at lessening intensity through my twenties as overcame drug abuse and criminal and socially mischevious inclinations and with the impact of watching my uncle's success develop and make him abillionaire and watxh how his own background influenced and came together toward that and where he has ended up to this point, as with such an eclectic experience of seeing other's lives I 've also witnessed unfolding to what ends and from what "beginnings" has given me a very different perspective on life that I think most of you are just too conditioned and experientially limited to not have the slightest ****ing clue on of what it is you're missing. lots of ppl think that you're ignorant and clouded by your dough. I fond it convenient that ewnogh ppl are like that though, because what I'm doing with those notes has absolutely nothing so personal to do with any of you .
I'm sure that you got laughed at through your poorer years and as you were working your way into your current position, if you aren't still being, has been a great aggitator in propelling you forward. you really have been an absolute hard case of a prIck of a seemingly unduly harsh and ungrateful man to deal with at times to myself personally and I truly and sincerely will not ever ever forgive you without an apology or amendment effort, which would probably just make me ill anyway, and I certain will count you memorable.
If it really is something that you wanted to contribute a movement of, bringing monks out of china and whathaveyou as an exponent of what was already happening courtesy of the new abbott's appointment and if you like natural dharmic process, then mission accomplished. now you can go off and live out your nirvana totally guilt free as you like.
amitabah and happy days to you.
Sincerely
Blooming tianshi lotus.
I was just looking at some of your pictures of some of the monks you brought out and while I still think you're an ass for alot of different reasons, I concede. although having already trained out here in aus with a shaolin monk disciple of deyang's before I allegedly joined up here in what you say was 2004, because of being a member here, I have planned to do something similar in future and put money into a new temple aand new schools for a succession of monks somewhere ...but maybe withoUt the angry hard-done-by matyr act that came with your experience, like their independance at the financial expense to myself isn't something i might have already budgeted for and might not actually come as an outrageous of a surprise as some of the dinner checks we might also liked to've picked up throughout the course of things. @).
So, you also contributed to how my path has mapped itself out and your reactions and feedback, either way and whether it was reasonable or not, to this great new plan I've put together since.
I dont think we have to be on neccessarily friendly terms but that much, your apparent myopia aside, I can admit. my having been a single mother since I was 18 and having come from the personal background I have, being from such a large at times extremely poor family and having been troubled as a teen and consistently but at lessening intensity through my twenties as overcame drug abuse and criminal and socially mischevious inclinations and with the impact of watching my uncle's success develop and make him abillionaire and watxh how his own background influenced and came together toward that and where he has ended up to this point, as with such an eclectic experience of seeing other's lives I 've also witnessed unfolding to what ends and from what "beginnings" has given me a very different perspective on life that I think most of you are just too conditioned and experientially limited to not have the slightest ****ing clue on of what it is you're missing. lots of ppl think that you're ignorant and clouded by your dough. I fond it convenient that ewnogh ppl are like that though, because what I'm doing with those notes has absolutely nothing so personal to do with any of you .
I'm sure that you got laughed at through your poorer years and as you were working your way into your current position, if you aren't still being, has been a great aggitator in propelling you forward. you really have been an absolute hard case of a prIck of a seemingly unduly harsh and ungrateful man to deal with at times to myself personally and I truly and sincerely will not ever ever forgive you without an apology or amendment effort, which would probably just make me ill anyway, and I certain will count you memorable.
If it really is something that you wanted to contribute a movement of, bringing monks out of china and whathaveyou as an exponent of what was already happening courtesy of the new abbott's appointment and if you like natural dharmic process, then mission accomplished. now you can go off and live out your nirvana totally guilt free as you like.
amitabah and happy days to you.
Sincerely
Blooming tianshi lotus.
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