For some reason I'm in a good mood today. I haven't left the house yet, though.
Well, it's not that I want to understand women. I don't really care all that much. They make themselves difficult.
Well, I know how hard it is to resist having one; especially if you already know what it's like to have one.
In my first 3 or 4 months after ordaining, I began to dreams about sex and women so much that I thought I was gonna insane. Not to mention the fact that there was this really attractive 20 yr old French nun that seemed to like to talk to me. That didn't make it any easier.
Damn French.
But I persisted with my meditation and kept trying to understand my own desires. Eventually the sexual desire calmed and the French nun realized it's not a good thing for monks and nuns to flirt; even in a subtle way. In anycase, I learned two valuable lessons here: one is that celibacy in your twenties is very difficult and for some damn near impossible; and two, French women are far more dangerous then their American counterparts.
That's the moral.
And I'm sticking to it.
For now at least.
Well, it's not that I want to understand women. I don't really care all that much. They make themselves difficult.
Fa Hui, what do you know about ejaculation, having been a monk and all.
In my first 3 or 4 months after ordaining, I began to dreams about sex and women so much that I thought I was gonna insane. Not to mention the fact that there was this really attractive 20 yr old French nun that seemed to like to talk to me. That didn't make it any easier.
Damn French.
But I persisted with my meditation and kept trying to understand my own desires. Eventually the sexual desire calmed and the French nun realized it's not a good thing for monks and nuns to flirt; even in a subtle way. In anycase, I learned two valuable lessons here: one is that celibacy in your twenties is very difficult and for some damn near impossible; and two, French women are far more dangerous then their American counterparts.
That's the moral.
And I'm sticking to it.
For now at least.
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